So one, the rule is that we can attend another church if the person that invites us commits themself to attend our church. A family invited us, we went. It was such an interesting... interesting experience... It wasnt like another church I attended in the states that had a band and everything, that was more calm... This was like a concert. A full band, lead singer, 3 back ups, two keyboardists, guitarist, bass player, drummer and bongos (yeah i dont know why there were bongos). The first hour was just full of songs that were all practically the same or had the same message. A few of the lyrics that just repeated the whole 5 minutes (with guitar solos thrown in) were the following ´Christ lives! Christ lives! Christ lives!´ ´My god is strong! My god is big!´ or ´I feel my savior in my hands, my feet, my being´(a few steps like the Hokey Pokey were associated with that song). I dont say this to criticize it necessarily, but just to give an appropriate idea of how it was. Its true, it is a false church. There is a great lack of knowledge and understanding. Because when the pastor got up and starting preaching, he shared 3 scriptures on faith with the message that ´If you have a problem, pray, and God will take it away from you.´ Taking away the whole purpose of agency and acting for oneself, and just stripping us of personal responsibility. The people were happy, they were dancing, grooving to the beat, but the spirit wasn´t present. There is a great confusion with what the real spirit is, its not just an adrenaline rush or even a physical reaction, its not something that can be measured or calculated or commanded. Its something completely independent, its brought about by the truth, by pure testimony and sincerity of heart. It confirms only that what is truth, it cannot bear testimony of false beliefs that´s why it wasn´t present.
On the second note, there was a general stake priesthood meeting. We were able to go because of the sole reason that our white convert Jeffrey doesnt speak spanish. So I translated in the interviews for him and the actual conference (just imagine leaning over for an hour and a half hearing words in spanish and translating them to english without ever having heard the message or understanding the point before for four different speakers). From that experience, I know I´m not ready to translate general conference yet, but some day. Afterward, they had the ordinations of about 12-13 men. The ward Im in is in the same stake as my last area. Of the 12-13 men, I knew 10 of them personally. I did their baptismal interviews, i taught them first before passing the reference or before leaving the area, or I always saw them in church. It was such a miracle to see all of them there. One of them was a young man that was married to an ex missionary a few weeks ago, I think I wrote about it, where they found me on the street and told me he was baptized and that I taught them the first lesson before transfers... and to end the lesson they asked me to give them a blessing for each one. Yeah, he was there too. Just before they went to ordain him he leaned forward (sitting on the bench behind me) and said ´Because of your blessing, I´m here.´ I cannot begin to describe how I felt. That feeling of the spirit that can only be felt when in the truth, enveloped in the truth and sustained completely by the truth is what I felt. A strong surge of love from our Heavenly Father. Four of our converts in this area received the priesthood and 6 others from the area in Ciudad Sandino. I know that the priesthood is a real power. it is the power by which the Lord works miracles. He blesses us with his love through it and it is how we are filled with light.
I just wanted to share these two experiences with all of you. If you are curious about the spirit, please talk to the missionaries, they´ll let you know how it is. that´s a promise. If you havent felt the spirit in a long time, go to church Sunday, and just sit in the back and focus on the talks.
Que les vaya bien y que Dios me los cuide.
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Elder Mann
Nicaragua Managua Sur
La Mejor Misión del Mundo